How do I feel? What do I want? What will unfold? Blank on blank on blank. Here I find myself, again. At the juncture of life progressions, because my reality presented difficult and unforeseen situations; since things have changed and feelings have shifted. Kinda sad... yup that's true. It's complicated but I'm no … Continue reading What to do?

White shirt, clean mind, liberally speaking; I believe that forgiveness is a strong component of freedom.  "What do you mean?" you ask. I'm free. Physically and mentally. I’ve never been to jail.  I don’t plan on it either. Still, I've felt confined in the past. My experience holds a period during which I lived being … Continue reading An important piece of Freedom

This morning, I found a stack of paper in between two books. Every sheet presents a chart.   Neutrophils and white blood cell counts, platelets and red blood counts too.   I can read every day's number. Folded together; I found many sheets like this.   Ordinarily; days make months. Then; one month. Two months. … Continue reading Transfusion

I just heard it this morning on the radio, in the car. And over time; people have told me or have said it around me.  My opinion about it; has varied.   “Time will help. - Time will change things. - Give it some time! - Sleep on it.” The idea that solely time; will … Continue reading Give it —- Time

I got lost for a minute. Maybe two or three. In the sweet feels, the intoxicating lust, in the darkness of your eyes. Or was it poison ivy? You rubbed against me. I participated; it got tricky. You say that you love me. Although all your games: depict your dishonesty. Two-faced adore, this stumble feels … Continue reading Bad dream/recap

I'm not sure what to call it. Let's go with a memory lock? From time to time, I’m sure this happens to all of us. We see hundreds of things throughout our daily routines. At times; it's a melody. Others; it's a verbal response. Today; it was a written sentence. This phrase appeared during my … Continue reading Mature.Memory.Lock